Random Thought The Series : Part 1

Hell-o. Sorry, I mean, Hello.

Marblechocolate here.

From nights, mornings, evenings, noons, dusks, and dawns I've been wondering trough a see-through glass window of mine. wondering, What should I do? Who am I? Who am I supposed to be? Where will my steps take me further?

Those thoughts are seriously annoying. it really won't leave the heck out my mind. As I seek through the stars, my thoughts went wilder. Controlling it might be harder than you think it would be. 

When it starts to rain, those blooming flowers inside of my head turned gloomy. from a real flower became a smeraldo that I kept alone.

*smeraldo is a symbol of an undelivered truth.

I had many problems, maybe uncountable. but I know, people out there have more, even much more than mine. I still can't really decide what will happen to me in the future if I keep walking on my path right now. sometimes, making sure of where will I go or what will I learn next is one of the hardest life decision. I could be unaware of what's the worst thing that will happen to me. neither being slipped nor fall.

Dawn before sunrise may be the darkest. Moon's light which illuminates the darkened night started to go out of sight. My time to fall into my deep thoughts has come to an end.

the sun has risen.