8 Junior Highschool

to my amigos, le fabian, and even my belangrijke mensen in mijn leven (important people of in my life) . I met all of my dreams, crashes, hardships, ability to count stars here. under the roof of what student called a place to study and chill. Yes, definitely chill and get lost in my own thoughts. Well for Study? not my type of word which describe learning new interests and get to loved it. I'd like to call it 'exploring' tho. Of course I read books, do examinations, do tasks to be done and get a high score. it's obviously written every student 'must do' list. For me I guess, none of them were in my 'must do' folder, instead i kept it as a promised which I could rely on to fulfill and as a key to achieve my dreams. well it is true this far, isn't it? say yes please, thank you.

Okay to stick on the title, I am sorry for woozing off. 8, jUniOR hIGh SchOoL had been my second home to be honest (I won't write it as tbh due to formality I am sorry). I've only got a chance to 'explore' there for around 3 years and I have to get outta there. (graduate of course not some drop out.). My exploring, this far had been such sailing across the seven seas, even reaching on top of everest or even dumped in the deepest darkest black whole in this world. Challenging, but might drawn such a lovingly hurted story to be true. Failing, hardships, bullying, harsh words upon my ears, people hated me were just spices in the kitchen to make it salty or even spicy. Look wider and I saw such rainbows in niagara falls by making so many good friends, laughs and receiving love from all around me. this is a beautiful world so please don't despite it at all. I am telling you. Grades I had, it's like a ferris wheel, sometime i reached the highest peak, and sometime I could even slipped and got some bruises hard to the ground. Maybe I had to not reach the moon so I could fall onto the stars and look around me as I am only one of a million others reaching for something so far. But what's worth it is I got the chance feel them all. the upside down of a seesaw game seeing other happy and made my  parents smile. 

This place, is a never ending drawing book, canvas, or anything. I felt every atmosphere here like i could fly an airoplane until i felt useless as a rotten tomato in the market. That is life, I'm telling you. and this place gave me so much of uncountable things i could even count in millenium. (sorry for being overdramatic). I could never imagine what would I become right now, or if I would be writing this if I didn't choose, I didn't step my foot in this place. Who knows? For all what Imma say from the beginning till the end is, I love being here with my biggest love i could cherish for all my live towards memory things. A chapter that would be so important to keep me hanging high onto those stars and keep on chasing what I was planning I would be. No farewell because that will be sad, but there's a part of letting go which is hard. To you, my exploring place, thank you for standing tall with your walls and memories.